Cold here, icy cold there. You belong to neither, leaves have withered.

 

Your face is pale and blue, a tearful smile. Something in your eyes, whispers words of last goodbye. My heart sinks down, tears surge out.

 

Hot summer. Cheerful Cocktail. You took my hand. We fled into another world of band. You sat by my side, long hair tied behind, cool and killing. Smile floating on the lemonade, soft and smooth. How I was amazed. Your face looked like the cover of the magazine. My head spin. You led my hand, danced along the crazy theme.

 

Light vied with wine, elegance mixed with fragrance, laughing covered by greetings, the crowed was busy at handshaking. You stood there, eyes on me. I trembled at the sparkles, bcenterer than the light. A masterpiece from God, I felt dizzy. We were not near, yet we were together.

 

Days ended. You said, you would wait for me at the Alps side. We would ski against snowflakes dancing in the sky. I gave no answer but a goodbye to accompany your flight. Gone was the plane, I suddenly tasted my pain. I knew I had been silly and stupid, you were in my heart, I shouldn’t have hidden in the dark. I tried to forget your disappointment. I made believe sometime someday, I would tell you, I feel all the same.

 

My thought struggled at confessing, somehow hesitation ended inflinching. I continued my role of a fool, clinched to my maiden pride, yet secretly indulged in your promise of the whiteland --snow measuring down to us, in your arms I am lifted up. The chiming of Christmas bell!

 

The bell died in the patter of rain, from hell came the laughing of Satan at my brain. Tearful smile, swallowed by the darkness. How could I trace your hair to wipe your tears? My hands reached out,catching nothing but a raindrop, on a leaf that had withered.

 

Snowflakes have melted into water, we are no more together.

此處寒兮, 彼處亦寒.

枯葉凋零兮, 君當何人屬歟?

 

君面慘淡憂郁兮, 相看帶笑淚眼.

君熱淚盈盈復喃喃喁唧兮, 別亦難.

沈落兮, 淚涌似濤自難抑.

 

當憶酷夏兮, 雞尾酒會歡愉.

君執妾手兮, 沉醉於二人世界裏.

君坐妾之側兮, 髻髮高束; 英姿勃發兮, 酷斃.

 

笑逐顏開兮, 溫潤如玉.

訝君之面兮, 再世呂布周郎.

心蕩漾兮, 手為君執; 和曲起舞兮, 癲狂.

 

燈盞相輝兮, 芳雅相應;

祝辭笑浪起伏兮, 紜紜相送急.

君且立一旁兮, 美目探妾.

妾瑩燈下佇立兮, 心動不已.

感帝之傑作兮, 使妾沈迷.

雖與君相隔遠兮, 心心相近.

 

舊日已逝兮, 如夢.

會當臨於阿爾卑斯山側兮, 滑雪於雪花飛舞之穹下.

欲說還休兮, 惟祈安康.

航機漸逝兮, 妾心將苦.

深知妾之愚鈍兮, 然君已竊妾心;

妾當不可漠然兮, 黯然彷徨.

妾亦嘗忘君兮, 恐失之交臂.

信有時兮, 告君心跡.

 

掙於懺悔兮, 退縮猶豫.

愚於處子之婚盟兮, 竊縱意於君之諾.

白雪皚皚兮, 君挽妾身;

妾意甚歡兮, 聆圣誕鐘鳴.

 

然鐘聲忽止於急雨兮, 但聞撒旦之歡聲笑語.

含淚倩笑兮, 吞泯於暗黑.

欲將君之髮揾君之淚兮, 可歟?

伸手所觸兮, 惟一葉飄零一滴飄灑.

 

觀積雪融兮, 嘆與君各在天涯.